Why... whyyyyy.. whyy...
Nvm, I'll learn to accept the facts. Besides, feelings should not stand in the way of professionalism. I'll learn that too. Another few more concerts to go... Geez... Stress.

Need to cut my nails for piano. Need to loosen up. So many to do, so little time. Went for Wang lao shi's lesson today. Damn late. 1/2 late. Always giving people bad impression. Hai.. what to do... I'm a tai tai to be what... who cares bout maintaining a Saint's impression. Tai tai impression can already luh!?!?!?!!?!?!?!

senseless crap